Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Education for the military child...

A girlfriend asked me why homeschooling?

It got me thinking. Why would I homeschool? Why would I decide to educate my three precious girls at home. Why would I want something so different for them than what I had growing up?

Here are just some of my thoughts.

I was in many ways so blessed as a child, because the children I went to preschool with I graduated high school with. I was a Madisonville Mustang from the beginning. We bleed red, white, and blue in that small town.
It was very comfortable. My mother was a teacher and knew all my teachers. In a small town, no one was really a stranger. In fact, I couldn't even ride to the drug store to buy candy on my bike without someone calling my mom to tell her I wasn't obeying all the traffic laws. Honest!! :) After school, I got on the bus and road to the highschool where my mom worked. My aunt was a teacher at the middle school. My uncle was on the school board. I had cousins in the grades with me, above me, and below me. My grandmother lived three blocks from the junior and senior high school. That was my educational background.
Now, I want to consider my oldest daughters' education. By the time she was 2, we made our first move. She hardly noticed. By the time she was 5 we made our second move. The events surrounding her Kindergarten year were this: I had her sister August 3rd. She turned 5 August 12th and started school August 15th. We had only been in O'Fallon, Illinois for a month and a half. We are now expecting our third move when she turns 7. Just when you feel that you really know the area, have friends, a great church, understand how things go...the Air Force moves you.
I went to my husband's bosses' house for a party. On the wall hung a plague, "Home is where the Air Force sends us." Such a cute saying...UNTIL, you see literally 12 different locations hanging underneath. Some places they only lived there for a year, when he was doing a school of some sort. On the locations where they had babies, they put a star...three different locations...three different stars. Travis' boss is what they call a "Fast Track" guy. Basically, his career is moving fast. He is great at his job and the Air Force rewards him with higher ranks (Full Bird Colonel currently) and more responsiblity...i.e. more moves.
This incredible assignment Travis just got...put him on the "Fast Track" career. O' yes, two year assignments will most likely be the norm now. So I ask myself, why homeschool? Here is why... and of course please understand I cast no judgement on anyone else who doesn't homeschool. We aren't even for sure at this point if we are going to...I'm just weighing the pros and cons. Here are the pros, especially considering this particular assignment.
1. Huge flexibility...Flexibility to go on field trips, explore, get outside the classroom as a family (which the D.C. area is not lacking of). Flexibility concerning time. Most days you can accomplish what a normal school's curriculum consist of in 1/2 the time...leaving enormous amounts of time for other interest. Flexibility to begin school when you wish...do year round perhaps, but less intense, vacations when they are most convenient for you.
2. Family bonds...Only in a school setting do you see yourself with 22 other peers. Work after college isn't like that, families aren't like that, churches aren't like that, communities aren't like that. So why does it seem so normal. In a family, similar to a job, you have different ages, different gifts, different skill levels, different interests. When siblings learn to work things out, empathy is learned. When work is rewarded...ethics is learned. When individual interest are promoted and encouraged...future jobs are determined. I love the way one woman described, "I have come to believe that the primary focus, especially in the early elementary grades, should be on character development. No amount of knowledge can make up for deficiencies in character...Diligence, cheerful obedience, persistence in the face of difficulty, follow-through, and a general delight in a job well done will carry your child far in any career he may choose. " Obviously, many children could be described like this who attend public/private schools. However, in my experience...it was mainly the parents who made all the difference, good or bad. As a parent, does the current school system with all the many wonderful extra-curricular activities they can be involved in, give YOU, the parent, enough time to develop those character traits in your child? For me, the idea of being uprooted every two or three years, makes me want to give my girls everything I've got. I can't afford to spend the numerous hours it takes to find the best school districts, the best churches, the best neighborhoods...best, best, best...every two years. I can't do it. :) So I began prayerfully considering the stability I could offer them at home.
3. Pinpointing your child's strengths and weaknesses...Even with the idea of homeschooling on my mind, I've started getting resources and working with the girls. Mollie, who naturally leans more towards reading, knows all her letters and sounds and is reading short words. Carlie, my social butterfly, struggles more...though this year I've seen her make huge strides. Carlie is naturally more apt at writing, creativity, and thinking analytically. She is my problem solver. Since I have a teaching certificate and taught for a few years, I was trained to teach 25 students, all seating down nicely at their desk, ready and willing to learn what I found interesting or what the state of Texas thought was appropriate for them. Sounds perfect, right? Cookie cutter almost...Until you realize some of your students didn't eat breakfast this morning, some missed key building blocks along the way and have no idea what you are talking about, some simply don't care, some are busy preparing for their favorite subject which isn't your class, and so on and so on.
So I'm retraining myself, how do you help this one child? How do you not drill and kill her to death with subjects she is great at? How do you push her to go beyond acceptable in those subjects she struggles with? What do you expose her to...great literature, science in real life, God's hand throughout history, etc.? How do you do it with three? It isn't easy. Teaching 30 fifth graders seems a lot less intimidating then being solely responsible for my three. I've got to live with the results. If I'm lazy it shows. If I'm tired, it shows. If I'm unprepared, it shows. Have no doubt, there will be days when I want to put them on a school bus and say "Good-bye"...see you in 7 hours.
4. Financially it is more feasible...Travis and I want a Christian education for our girls. In D.C. it cost approximately $9000/child...no kidding. You can do it yourself (homeschool)...or you can pay incredibly high taxes and get into good school districts that do it for you. If I could work at ACU and my children attend a Christian school for a fraction of the cost, I'd be all over it. Who is going to hire someone for only two years, though?
---Unfortunately, I've got to go pick up Carlie from school, but I could go on and on. There are several cons though with homeschooling. Anyone willing to help me think of those...and not just that "Dorothy is a bad teacher." ;) Serious ones.


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

The verdict is in...

Travis called early this morning. We knew the school list was coming out, but had no idea what would be "official." Several months ago, Travis wrote on a dream sheet that he wished to attend a highly selective program there at the Pentagon, but had no idea if it would come true. Well, as the Lord would have it...Travis was selected to go.
Practically speaking, it means uprooting yet again...after only two years in O'Fallon, Illinois to the Washington D.C. area. It means a long commute, a hectic schedule, and long hours for Trav. It means to me...stepping out in faith and home schooling our three precious girls. Amazingly enough, the D.C. area has many homeschoolers...a well-established network of friends and resources. It also offers many wonderful museums, historical spots, parks,...to where the mind can wander and grow. Ideally, Carlie will be a 4th grader by the time we leave, and perhaps I'll put her back in a regular school then...but for now, I'm going to take on the challenge of educating her one year at a time.
With our flexible schedule I will be game for whatever. So if you have in mind to come out and visit...Well, the more the merrier. We can drive up to New York City or Boston. You name it! You just tell me what you want to do and see.
I think perhaps the best part about finding out...is knowing that God was totally all over it. He is so good and nothing is impossible for Him. There is a peace in my heart just knowing I can trust Him with our future.
One of the best parts, too...is that the Pritzs with be there. You may have seen my post about Kevin and Katie...all 3 of our children were born within weeks of each other. We went to Branson together this pass summer. Well, this upcoming summer, they will be coming to D.C. too. I couldn't be more excited. Katie and I became dear friends almost 8 years ago when we lived down the street from each other. Her husband Kevin is one of Travis' best friends. They are one of the 3 couples that we have intentionally done something with every year since the Air Force separated us, and now...the Air Force is rejoining us again.
I'm just so thrilled! I almost can't believe it.


Monday, October 19, 2009

Just a Bride loving my Bridegroom

"I remember the devotion of your youth, how as a bride you loved and followed me through the desert, through a land not sown." Jeremiah 2:2
For the last several weeks, I have been revisiting a Bible study I did almost 10 years ago called "Breaking Free" by Beth Moore. It has been amazing to see again God's truth through a new set of eyes. Before I was a newlywed, now a mother of three little ones...a wife of 10 years.
It has been interesting to see what has changed...struggles/strongholds that were so hard 10 years ago, that no longer exist...and the new ones that have replaced them. Today's lesson really impacted me, and honestly, it is one that I've been wanting to journal about for awhile.
An excerpt from the study, "This year I followed my Bridegroom to a place of aloneness. I'm presently living in a place or phase of my relationship with Christ where I spend lots of time alone. All of the losses of the past year have introduced me to a new and unfamiliar place. I've grown closer to my Bridegroom than ever before, which miraculously makes me closer to my earthly mate. Yes, I feel that I followed Christ to a wilderness in this present season of my life; but, in seeking Him more frequently than ever, I've experienced His fulfillment."
Obviously, I don't know exactly what "losses" Beth is referring to. No one has died in my family. Praise the Lord. But I can most definitely relate to the aloneness she refers to and the dedication of wandering with someone only because you can't imagine life without them. The lost I experienced happen two years ago as we left Abilene and came to O'Fallon, IL. I lost the security of a wonderful church, friends, a life that was familiar and comfortable.
My two best traveling buddies were my husband and Christ. The two men in my life that I hope to never be without. As we got settled in here, I did seek God more. It is odd that I discovered a love for the Old Testament and a kinship with the Israelites as they wandered in unfamiliar territory. That was only the beginning...
Oh, don't worry, I have since made many new precious friends. But I feel different. I'm definitely a lot more introspective. I try not to get bogged down in the trivial, and Yes...gossip is trivial...if not down right sinful. What so and so has done or bought...no longer concerns me. In fact, little of what others think about me bothers me anymore.
God has captured my heart and in these quiet times with Him, I see a whole new vision for my life and the roles I play. Currently, God is convicting me of the beautiful opportunity I have to home school my girls. With our assignment to Washington D.C. becoming more of a reality and the high cost of a private Christian education, I feel more and more like teaching them myself...and not just a "Christian" version of a secular education, but a classical approach.
I steal many hours of the day reading resources about it, and when questions arise God seems to always place a person in my path to answer them. It is so different from the education I received, but so much richer. Next year, I'll begin the study of the Ancients with Carlie and Mollie. I couldn't be more excited. It will be so fun to dive into history and see God's hand from the beginning of creation till the fall of Rome, and then the next year, and the next year.
You can google more about what a classical education actually entails, but basically it is dedicating yourself to truly helping your children put on the full armor of God...to be willing to be different...to be willing to sacrifice...to be willing to see that history isn't, "Me and My Neighborhood" as one Social Studies company described it on their 2nd grade textbook. It is seeing the world through a lens that gives God all the glory and sees His hand in everything. It is action packed and far exceeds the Texas Essential Knowledge and Skills (basically the standard for what a child should know by the end of 1st-12th grade in Texas.)
It is more than just adding "Bible" as a subject to be taught. It is a lifestyle change. Practically speaking, we are limiting how much we watch the television. It is a struggle, but I'm intentionally dedicating more time to reading to my girls, memorizing scripture, shaping their worldview. It isn't about sheltering them as much as it is equipping them. The easier path is to turn on Sesame Street. The easier path is to get so involved and so busy with extracurricular things that we don't spend anytime together. There is a famous quote out there that basically says the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. I want different results!!
Honestly, I've grown weary of my own lack of knowledge concerning the Bible. My own lack of having any intellect opinion about any of the issues that face our world today. My own brainwashed mentally of learning/education only happens between the hours of 8 and 3 p.m., and after 3 p.m. we get to have fun...as if learning isn't fun. I'm deciding to trust God on this and pray that if D.C. is our next place, to equip me to be the mom my girls need. As for me and my house we will serve the Lord. O Lord, reveal to me what that means. Guide me to truth and show me what you want for our family. Please, forgive me for my unbelief. Don't let me limit what You can do or place You in a box. Don't let me limit my dreams to what others say is the "right" thing to do.
Thank you so much for this time in the desert to see You in a whole new way.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Pumpkin Time...

Oh, how I love FALL! O'Fallon is especially beautiful this time of year. They have so many maple trees that turn all sorts of radiant colors. It is truly magical. With the season in mind, I thought I would share some of my favorite pumpkin poems. I have used them to attach to pumpkin bread as teacher's gifts, given them to friends and family, Boo'd the neighbors, surprised senior saints, and even given them out at Trunk-or-Treats. So enjoy! I know it early and more appropriate for October, but it is NEVER TOO EARLY to brighten some one's day.


A Pumpkin Poem
One day I found two pumpkin seeds.I planted one and pulled the weeds.It sprouted roots and a big, long vine.A pumpkin grew; I called it mine.The pumpkin was quite round and fat.(I really am quite proud of that.)But there is something I'll admit that has me worried just a bit.I ate the other seed, you see.Now will it grow inside of me?(I'm so relieved since I have found that pumpkins only grow in the ground!)

The Pumpkin Prayer

Cut off the top:
Lord, open my mind and fill me with Your wisdom and guidance.
Scoop out the yuckies
Lord, take out all my fussies and frownies and fill me with Your love.
Carve out the eyes
Lord, open my eyes to see all of the beautiful things You have made.
Carve out the nose
Lord, help me to be a sweet fragrance for You.
Carve out the mouth
Lord, help me to always speak Your words of love and kindness.
Place in a candle
Lord, let me be a light to others for You have filled me with Your light.

A Pumpkin Story
Once a friend was asked what it was like to be a Christian. Halloween was coming soon, and she thought of how to explain it.
Here was her response:
“Well, God picks you from the patch and brings you in and washes all the dirt on the outside that you got from being around all the other pumpkins. Then He cuts off the top and rakes all the yucky stuff out from inside. He removes all those seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside of you to shine for all to see. It is our choice to either stay outside and rot on the vine or come inside and be something new and bright.”


Wednesday, September 9, 2009

It's been awhile

One of my girlfriends just mentioned wanting my blog address, and I started thinking "WOW, how long has it been since I blogged?" After I looked at my last entry, I realized all the wonderful things I had forgotten to post...the girls "You're ONE in a MELON" birthday party, several more trips, updates concerning graduate school, and now all the craziness associated with starting school again. Please, accept my apologies...especially those of you not on Facebook.
Honestly, I don't know where to start. So I think I will just ramble about things that have been on my heart lately.
First, Travis and I's 10 year anniversary is coming up this December. It seems like the entire year has been a celebration as the date draws near. We have an exciting trip to Disney World planned for November. We are staying at the Grand Floridian. It is definitely a beautiful resort, and out of our league...but who cares. ;) We had to take advantage of the incredible deals they are offering to military families. Who could resist? Plus, Travis' parents and his brother and sister-in-law are joining us. I've never been to Disney World and it was one of things listed on my "Bucket List." Since we have been married Travis and I have done about 5 or 6 things off the Bucket List. I think I have a total of 10.
Oh, and I can't forget about graduate school. I find out if I'm accepted sometime in early November. I'm pursuing a M. Ed in Educational Technology at Texas A&M. Some friends have been really supportive. Some friends have thought I'm crazy, and honestly I don't care. It is important to me to have a Masters and specifically one that is related to Education but allows me to be creative. When I was teaching, I loved incorporating technology and it will serve me well if and when I do go back to teaching. I love having a project. I love pursuing things and feeling like I've conquer my fears. I don't want to become stagnant. I don't want to live with regrets and what-ifs. So come Spring time, I'll be working towards that.
Of course, the girls are a huge source of enjoyment. I absolutely love Carlie's teacher. She is very good at keeping us updated and telling us how we can prepare our children for success. So most nights I'm working on some kind of homework or enrichment lesson with Carlie, but I love it. I much prefer this over being surprised come report card time. I think Carlie likes it too. Her confidence is growing. Bless her heart, she is such a hard worker and truly wants to do her best. Then there is my sweet Mollie who is naturally gifted at school. She could easily be reading by now if I pushed it. Her fears come with going down dark tunnel slides are riding a bike with training wheels vs. a tricycle. Though, she is making huge strides. Yesterday, she was in the very top of the huge playground at church and loving it. She never even attempted it last year, and the other children were quick to point out her fears or leave her behind. It always broke my heart to see her face be so disappointed. And who could forget little Ellie, my dare devil. She can hang with her big sisters any day, and has the bruises to prove it. I don't think "No" is in Ellie's vocabulary. Most folks would say she is a confident walker. I lean more to an amateur sprinter. She wants to go so fast...too bad the concrete gets in the way at times.
So, lets see...marriage is going great, graduate school on the horizon, beautiful girls doing good...whatelse...Did I tell you I'm doing a Bible study by Beth Moore called Breaking Free, AGAIN? Oh yeah, it is going to be awesome. Then in November, some girlfriends and I are going to see her LIVE. In fact, I should probably be doing my homework right now instead of blogging.
Oh, and I can't forget about the amazing job Melissa did on my house. I hired a girlfriend to come in and totally redo the downstairs. It looks AMAZING! I couldn't be more pleased. Of course, since we are renting I didn't do any painting, but the accents and color choices made a huge difference...and all of those things I can take with me. Which when I think about "taking with me" it gets me all nervous about next summer. Travis finds out in October whether or not we are moving to Washington D.C. I'm kind of nervous/excited...not quite sure. I've made a ton of wonderful girlfriends here, and I hate to leave them. Especially, since I know that many dear friends I've had in the past I hardly talk to anymore. Perhaps it me or perhaps it is the many miles that keep us apart. Who knows? All I do know, it that the Lord has been faithful to always provide a kindred spirit everywhere we've been.
Ellie is awake...so I've got to go.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Travis on Air Force One

Yes, this is my extremely lucky husband getting a private tour of Air Force One. Obama was scheduled to throw the 1st pitch at the MLB All-Star Game last night here in St. Louis, MO.
Earlier this month Travis had organized a Squandron Commander Course at Scott AFB. One of the pilots of Air Force One had attended. He was grateful to Travis and all the hard work he had done and decided to invite him for a tour. Along with a friend from work, Travis headed down to the game. The whole city was excited about the president coming. This was a once in a lifetime invitation, and I was so glad Travis was invited. He said it was truly AMAZING!
Another AMAZING sight is the view from our porch in Branson. I forgot to post it with the other Branson pictures. I never realized how gorgeous Missouri was. Isn't it absolutely beautiful?